crazy three weeks

i really wanted to blog...

so much things to say...

so many things happened...




but the past 3 weeks was really up to my head...

3 weeks ago......
Monday, starting of my block class in Spore...
before going to class, suppose to send my cell member's daughter to KK hospital, Spore...
but they took the wrong passport...
meanwhile i was think whether to drop my class or not coz i felt so pressed for time...
also not feeling well...
no choice, need to turn back and take passport...
so i called my school, consult them... they said 'drop this module...'
wah, mou dak keng (no negotiation)... ok lor, drop module...
finally send them to Spore and came back...
the next day, fell sick...
subsequently, sick for 3days...
totally knocked out...
in the meantime, i received request that i swap duty for worship leading...
thank God for the sickness..
aftermath: if i have not drop my class, how to get well? with daily traveling, it'd take me double the time... plus all the course work, i think no chance to really recuperate... the amazing thing is, they've never make such mistake b4 (i fetch them to Spore a few times, so i knew), to me, God is good to me...

2 weeks ago......
within a week, read approx 500pages of books...
write 3 papers, 6 pages each, abt 1500 words each...
then still got to prepare for sermon...
for Sat nite and Sun morning...
it's not that i have not spoken b4 but just felt very ganjiong...
hand in paper in the morning (in Spore)...
then walk 30mins just to meet up an old friend in Spore...
by the time i got home, 5pm...
quickly put all my thoughts on paper...
Sat morning finally 'cooked' my sermon notes...
afternoon after i sent the teenagers to street-E i met up with my boss...
went through the notes and he pointed out some error and changes to be made...
5pm, i started to work on it, change all the mistakes and tried to improve the notes...
6.30pm, finally can zap some 50copies...
7pm, went home, bath, changed up...
7.45pm, back in church...
9.20p, i walked up to the pulpit and preached...
aftermath: well, i personally felt that i preached better on Sat nite... but i thank God for the timely message because i felt as times are bad and uncertain, it was really good to know that God is always in control and He can make us fruitful even in times of adversities (summary of my sermon). Instead of saying to God, 'i have a big problem', look at ur problem and say, 'hey, i have a BIG GOD!'

A week ago......
finally Mon had a good rest...
eh, it was our 7th anniversary wor...
ate simple lunch coz wanted to celebrate at nite...
went shopping, movie... like pat toh (long time din have time liao)
nite we went to Nijumaru, had a sumptuous dinner...
Tue - Fri was unbelievable, made so many contacts...
tried to make a lot of arrangements, until i was confused what was for what...
then i remembered, oh, Sat is Gospel station...
for the past 2 weeks has been raining...
it coincide with what Pastor James saw, God is going to pour down His rain upon this dried up land, not heavy rain but just good enough to wet the land...
and, it has been raining...
so i made a prayer, 'God i know it has been raining, even weather forecast also said, it's gonna rain but i pray that You give us a good weather so that gospel station can go on...'
Sat morning, what a sunny day!!!
and for the whole day, it didn't rain at all! Praise God!
then Sunday morning, rained again...
Monday... it's raining...
aftermath: God has His timing for everything, we just need to continue to look to Him, dun worry about the surrounding. it was God's desire to send rain but that doesn't mean God cannot stop one day just to show us that He hears us. God is always in control! Yeah...