so fast...

it's already 2 March...
before i notice, 2 months has gone and soon.. it'll be May...
end of Alpha...
but i dun think i should wait till then...
really lots of things to prepare since the beginning of 2011..
lots of planning, scheduling and discussion...
ministry really doesn't stop...
if i don't..
not that i need to stop..
but take a break to recollect myself..
sometimes too busy is really bad...
because the after effect is terrible...
i realized i will go into a mode of 'don't care'..
which is bad...
going holiday soon...
not that i need a holiday...
but i do need time with my wife... :)
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listening to instrumental..
so calm... the music...
sounded a bit sad...
that's how i feel inside...
i feel a little bit sad...
mayb because i think too much...
i have too many issues to handle...
which i really need God to help...
And, very often...
without me asking, He has been helping...
i owe Him so much...

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after preaching "what is in your hand"
i realized God is so amazing, because it somehow fit into the whole flow of church theme...
i didn't plan it in such a way but God knows how..
that's something i am so amazed over and over again...
my God is so big... so strong and mighty...
yet come to me...
a tiny, insignificant me..
without much to offer i felt so silly...
make me the way Lord, You want me to be...