EXIT...

recently talked to a few people who plans to go away...
yup, leaving this place and move on...

even pastor was talking about his experience of going away...
how God confirmed that he has to go to somewhere else...
leaving his family and frenz, for further study...
I said to him, 'why u talk abt leaving? see! people are leaving...

a very dear fren of mine left some 3 yrs ago...
was very sad then...
but now when i look back, it wasn't that sad anyway...

another very good fren is planning to leave...
was very sad when i heard it...
dunno how i feel when he leaves but i believe it's for good...
coz steps of the righteous man are guided by the Lord...

one more good fren told me that he's going to KL...
he came from there some yrs ago and now he has to go back...
sad when i heard it...
definitely won't feel good the day he leaves but i suppose...
it is for good coz God has plans to prosper His children...

a good fren whom i knew for less than 2 yrs left...
for good...
he won't be coming back coz he's back to be with the Lord...
was super sad coz i couldn't accept his departure...

of course now i knew he has gone for a better place...
not so sad anymore juz kinda miss him...
was playing guitar this morning...
suddenly i realized, it was given by him...
last yr he came to me and passed me a guitar...
he said, 'i quit learning guitar, so i think u can have the guitar'
as i think back i realized...
though he left but he was actually going home...
he left home, now he has to go back...

my pastor left for australia for 2 yrs, and he came back to msia...
my fren who has gone for 3 yrs, coming back end of this yr...
my fren who plans to go away, one day he's gonna come back...
my fren who came from KL, he is juz going back...

'leaving' is not that bad...
it is for advancement...
it is also going back...