Wednesday, December 15, 2010

exam? test? assessment...

i think all the words up there means similar thing...
- to find out how much you really know on the things you learn...

actually it's really good you know?
schooling days i never like any of them coz it means i gotta study more..
but as i grow older, then i realized...
sometimes after study a lot, heard a lot, doesn't mean i really know..
know it by heart...

anyway, it was yesterday...
during full time staffs meeting...
Kim Tai shared..
i heard them before, in fact was juz a week plus ago..
his style (for those who doesn't know) - going ard asking question while he preaches...
so, i wasn't too worried, coz i heard them before mah...
of coz i didn't sit back and relax... i was taking down notes...

then he came over and asked me a question...
"how do we develop a life of holiness?"
I didn't expect and i was shock... (didn't think he'll ask me)"
"err.. humble ourselves and learn from Jesus?"
hahaha, wrong...
then i heard Hui Qin said (discreetly) "wah, exam time..."
i felt so embarrassed...
anyway, the answer is, "see, hear, think, speak, do - 看, 听, 想, 讲, 行"...
i know the answer, i was telling Yan the night before...
but i don't know the answer...........

when i don't know when to apply - i don't know
when i don't know how to apply - i don't know
when i don't know which to apply - i don't know
when i think i know but never constantly know the application - i don't know
when i can't pass on - i don't know
when i can't share it off hand, without looking at my notes - i don't know..
wah, lots of things i don't know...

actually, nothing to be embarrassed about...
assessment is good, coz it showed me that i still have much to learn..
good.. keep me humble, keep me learning, keep me on my knees...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hmm, i think both of u r not wrong. In terms of attitude, if one is not humble, how can he put into practise not to even mention the humility to hear/see/ to be taught. So u r right in attitude. KT summarizes all in see, hear, think, talk, do - A simple process to live according to the life that God wants. Eph 4:20-29 say that we need to put our new self, created to be like God in holiness and get rid of all past sinful attitude/actions. But the issue is that KT always ONLY like to hear the answer he has in mind( those that he preaches) so i think he needs to pharase the question better. Otherwise only those that hear him day in/day out will know the correct answer. It defeats the purpose of asking the question for it will not bring forth the revival of church. U need the embracement of the mass in church , one heart, one mind and etc. IMHO, the correct question should be " What's the process that we should adopt in order to help us perfect our holiness ?" . I think he shud perfect his example as well, some of them are not very accurate not suitabble. Since u have heard him 1-2 weeks ago, u could help him perfect that.